Happy and Busy

This weekend was a lot of fun. Saturday afternoon Jeff and i headed up to Magog to visit his family and go to the meshoui. YUM YUM YUM! The drive up was beautiful, i love the mountains all covered in fog and light. The food was great, the band a little too loud, and the fireworks were amazing. I have to admit being the only one not drinking alcohol or caffeine is getting a little old, not to mention difficult. I try to limit my caffeine to once a day...but i would eventually like to cut it out completely. I retired to bed before everyone else, being more tired then usual this past week. We had a great trip back, stopping at the La Belle for breakfast (which is omg very yummy!) and then found paint for the eventual baby room as well as the living room. I think i might ask Jeff to pick it up on tuesday night. The color is the lightest of sage green. So beautiful. For the living room, the lightest of ice blue. I love them. Then we decided spur of the moment to head over to ikea to pick up some more furniture such as the malm six drawer bureau for my jewelry and special clothes, the bedside tables, lamps, photo frames and whatnot.
Now it is back to work!

I am so happy.
Work is good so far this week, homelife is wonderful and amazing, wedding is ongoing and coming up very quickly. Yay! I have the most amazing friends.
I am so happy.

Engagement Anniversary

One year ago we had all our family and friends over to celebrate my graduation. Little did i know it would turn out to be far more memorable when Jeff proposed marriage. I love you forever and always.

Honeymoon....

Can anyone say SANDALS HICACOS!!! Muhahahahahaha. Booking asap (probably monday.) Looks like we're going from september 15 -22. Love it!!!!

so excited to buy our new bedroom furiture friday!!!! a very generous early wedding gift!

I remember now. All is well. My co-worker is making me indian food for dinner tomorrow, cause she knows how much i love it.
Yay! Must remember to bring her flowers.

Supposed to be somewhere tomorrow night but i can't remember the plans i made. Oh dear.

What can i say, life was good today despite being at work from 8 to 730pm. It was our annual meeting, and i have to admit i am glad our place actually has one.

We also received a gift from our boss. A message friday, a person from a spa is coming to give each of us a 30 minute message. I think its pretty cool.

This week in view....friday was my last CMS class. I have to admit i am pretty proud of the 142-ish page slide show i did on the deities. Freaking amount of work. I'm glad its done. There is a few pages i would like to touch up, but other then that it was great. I am going to miss my students. I have to say i learnt more from them then i could ever thank them for.

I cannot wait to see them at graduation, although i still need to look over the last semester of homework. I am sure they will finish it, and i cannot wait to see them in august.

I came home friday night and Jeff and i cleaned the house till very late in the morning. At least we woke up to a clean house. For the third week in a row i stayed exactly the same at WW. I seriously need to start counting points again. It's off and on. I need to focus, but clearly not losing is entirely my own fault. Afterwards it was off to babysitting. I had a great morning with the girls.

Saturday afternoon Jeff and i purged the house, everything except the scary basement. That is reserved for tomorrow nights activities. We are all set for the garage sale, minus the permit ( i know, seriously? a 30$ permit where we live is required to have a garage sale. So stupid.)

Which i am hoping can be picked up tomorrow.

Sunday was very nice as we went for lunch with Jeff's mum, who surprised us with exciting news regarding the rehearsal dinner. We are all going to one of our favourite restaurants, a super cool fondue place. YUM! It's so ironic because we were thinking about having the wedding reception there, just because the place is so delicious. I cannot believe how fast this wedding is coming up! Less then three months now. Speaking of which wedding invites where sent out and i am a little concerned about the amount of people who have not RSVP'd yet. At least the people i have spoken liked the invites i made. I think they are so delicate and perfect. Then again, i made them. Later that day we went to ikea and spent to much money on the rest of our living room set. An early wedding gift to ourselves. Only rooms left to buy for are the two bedrooms....speaking of which i keep forgetting that difficult to swallow vitamin pill which makes me sick to my stomach, so i have to remember to take it before bed or forget it. Nasty. Half the time it gets stuck in my throat. Such a disgusting feeling.

Monday and tuesday have been filled with mind draining exhaustion. I have no idea why but i can barely stay awake either day, all day. I'm glad the work thing was taken care of. My worrying was for nothing. Thank the gods. Now if only that family member would come around i'd probably feel a bit better. I find my anxiety is getting worse lately. Maybe all the wedding planning is affecting my normal coping skills, somehow i'm not really sure. It got to the point where i seriously could not catch my breath and i was sitting down doing nothing. Also, it is bringing back all those old heart pains i used to have. It is hurting again randomly.

Otherwise i am loving the sunny weather.

This weekend is looking crazy.

Alright i need to sleep.

Work drama solved. Family drama ensues without any actual movement.

I think "emotionally exhausted" sums me up.

Reading Eat, Pray, Love. In hopes of some light filtering through this darkness that seems to be rising.